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TOO FAR IN<\/span><\/p>\n

I look for you, the way I was taught to look both ways<\/span><\/p>\n

when crossing the road. Uptight and wary, bracing<\/span><\/p>\n

myself for something I know could break me.<\/span><\/p>\n

I loved you, in the way I’d only known love. Before I<\/span><\/p>\n

learned to hold back. When I thought everyone loved<\/span><\/p>\n

like me, with their eyes closed and hearts wide open.<\/span><\/p>\n

After you, I learned to lock my doors at night, pull the<\/span><\/p>\n

curtains shut. Be wary of strangers with taut arms and sad<\/span><\/p>\n

eyes. That want to spill their secrets to you like the<\/span><\/p>\n

ocean, who pull back once you find yourself too far in.<\/span><\/p>\n

I miss you, like a drowsy child begging for sleep; like a<\/span><\/p>\n

bird who almost made it to the sun. I ache for you like the<\/span><\/p>\n

searing memory of flight.<\/span><\/p>\n

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